Who am I and What do i do?
When I started my first year on this course I had absolutely no idea where I wanted to end up, what kind of work I'd be doing, what kind of work I'd like to do etc.. I could just draw, and I loved it, I thought "If I can get a job drawing for a living i'll be happy forever". So I joined the course and pursued my dream. Before the course my work was always varied in subject matter, the styles would be different and everything was kind of all over the place and pointing in no real direction. I would simply just draw something if I was ever inspired enough to do so and the outcomes would always be different.Today I still feel as though I'm not exactly going down any specific route, although I am also kind of purposefully doing that as I'd like to keep my options open and I don't want to put myself into any category before I know exactly where I belong.
At the moment I am using each brief to tackle challenges I have been setting myself, each time trying to learn a new skill that I can add to my arsenal and carry with me into my professional career.
I started by learning to do digital work on photoshop, I started as a complete beginner and within a few months I had discovered a basic way to work digitally that worked for me, although along the way I did produce a lot of work that I am not proud of and really cringe to look at... (fig1, and fig2))
fig1 (terrible)
Fig2
With this piece ^^ I actually did learn quite a lot, it was one of my first ever digital pieces completed on a Wacom Cintiq, I learned how to use the pen tool, I learnt about textures and better'd my understanding of using layers. It was never used for anything academic simply as a learning curve.
fig3
My digital work improved a lot when I decided to revisit my old drawings for the animals brief and play about with them on photoshop. This is a piece I still like from back then. (fig3)
Fig4
Continued digital practise. (fig4)
I don't think I started to feel any direction until we did the non-narrative brief. Over the summer before it I had taken a sketchbook away to Malaga with me and when ever I wasn't walking around exploring I was sitting down and drawing with a cold beer in the sun. It was brilliant, and a great time for me to relax and just draw for myself, something I hadn't done in a long time! I started to do a few pointillism pieces based around satanic themes and I liked them, (I don't normally ever like my work).
I had quite a great amount of practise while I was away and began to love the stippling process and the aesthetic that comes with it. So I decided to use my new skill on my next brief.
Here are a couple of images from the brief that I am happy with, they are hand drawn with a single black ink pen, and then very basically digitally edited with the few simple techniques I know how to do. (fig5, fig6)
fig5
I added the colour here digitally.
fig6
Cleaned on photoshop, text and grey circle also added digitally.
It was after doing this brief that i started to find some subtle direction, I did a lot of research into demonology, the occult, myths, satanism, the maccabre and all things dark really. I have always been interested in these themes but now I am well versed in them. Since this my work has often had darker elements to it, themes of mysticism or anything similar.. I enjoy this kind of work, it keeps me motivated and I do not lack in inspiration for these subjects.
I am not going to tarnish myself with the Dark artist brush as like I said before I want to be as open as possible to all potential work, but it is definitely something I will spend some more time looking into.




















